We have a Little
People nativity that sits under our tree. Despite our best efforts, it
rarely is all in order. Sometimes the animals are sitting on the dining room
table. Sometimes baby Jesus is riding in a dump truck. Almost always the pieces
are scattered all over our house, only to be returned to the angelic scene
after the kids are in bed. Our nativity scene is pretty disheveled, which in
many ways is a microcosm of our current season of life.
We are just coming out of over a week of sickness in our
house. What started as a bad chest cold for all three kids turned into three
ear infections. I guess our motto is go big or go home when it comes to
sickness, so Merry Christmas to us. We went big this time. Because of all the
sickness I’ve been homebound, buried in dirty tissues, and pretty much
exhausted, which is a recipe for disaster for me. I’ve been emotional. I’ve
been cranky. I’ve been frustrated. And I’ve felt little Christmas cheer. I
actually can’t remember what day it is, let alone remember that Christmas is
coming soon.
I was lamenting to my husband the other day that, among
other things, my heart doesn’t feel ready for Christmas. I haven’t had the time
to stop to think about the incarnation or my own longing for Christ’s return. I
haven’t even heard a full Advent sermon yet. I’m way behind on my Advent
reading. And then there is the Christmas
shopping and wrapping that I still need to finish. On top of it all, I’ve
hardly been a joyful person these last few days.
But Advent 2015 won’t give me a do-over, so this is what I
have to work with this year. A cranky attitude, sick kids, and not enough
sleep. In a lot of ways I feel too sinful to celebrate Christmas in all its
fullness.
And that’s exactly why Christ came.
The hymn “Come, Thou Long Expected Jesus” says that Jesus
came to release us from our sins, set us free, and provide us rest in him
alone. I need a repeat dose of that this Christmas season.
I can get confused about the purpose of Christmas being all
about happiness, sugar, and Hallmark movies on repeat (and I love all of those
things). But that is not what my heart needs most at Christmas time. What I need
is the baby that we celebrate. What I need is the rest that only Christ
provides. What I need is the freedom from sin that only comes from his finished
work on the cross.
Christmas is not for people who have it all together. It’s
for sinners like you and me. It’s for a mom who snaps at her children because
they interrupt her sleep again. It’s for people who are cranky with their
spouses when they try to offer them advice. It’s for the man who yells at the
driver who cuts him off. It’s for people who are greedy, people who are
selfish, people who hate Christ. Christmas is for the broken and the weary. Christmas
is for sinners, for all of us.
So I may not have it all together this Christmas. And
neither does my nativity scene. But that’s exactly why that baby is in the
manger in the first place—to set me free from my sin and give me hope beyond my
circumstances.
Christmas is for sinners. And that’s good news for all of
us.
2 comments:
I just LOVE this! Our twinkling idea of what Christmas should be never lines up with reality - any year! Thank God for sending the answer to our biggest need! Hope you all are feeling better!
Thank you for these gospel-centered words, Courtney. I've been thinking about many of the same ideas as our Little People nativity is also strewn around the house most of the time and my toddler would rather growl like a tiger than listen to Advent readings. I look forward to sharing your post on my fb page.
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